Mengecewakan…

Yah kali ini gw mao pasang unek2 gw lagi hahaha…

Gw hari ini lumayan kesel sama diri gw sendiri..
kenapa yah gw gk gitu peka ma perasaan orang lain?
Kenapa yah gw tuh bnyak banged kayaknya nimbulin kerugian buat orang lain..

Don’t tell me what to do..coz i know it all..
I have all the theorem that i need to fix my problem…
Yet, i can’t lie to my heart…i wanna shout, too bad it is already night :p

If i can ask one wish to God, i will ask him for wisdom…
So that i can live a better live…
So that i can be a blessing for others..not an obstacle for them..

I’m a boy who often question other people
The question “why”, asking for their reason
I do it without read the situation first..
I make people upset, an always end with apology for them…

Damn…i hate this.
I give people advice to think optimistic
Yet my heart full of worries and doubt

I want to change, to be a better person.
It isn’t mean that i am not grateful for my character, which the Lord has given to me
I just want to change…so i will make benefit for other
That’s all i want..

Thank you for people who want to waste their times to read such a writing like this..